by gopu » Sun Sep 20, 2009 9:53 pm
What could be the nature and manifestations of `insecurity' in human situation? What are the fears that haunt us? We fear that life cannot go on forever. We fear that there may not be enough of all those things we need in life, like food, clothes, dwelling, health, enjoyment, love, companionship, friendship, position, recognition etc. This could be an unending list that in summing up would be the entirety of human misery or what is called in the terminology of general Indian spirituality, bhava sagara ( The sea of the created /suffering). In this poem, the Guru calls it Bhavabdhi- the ocean of the created ( Worldly Suffering).
It has been said of `fear' that it proceeds from the awareness of the other and the incomprehensible. This often is understood as the fear of the other person or other being. However, this could also be the other situation. The frame of reference is one in which the other situation is pitted against what could be called the own situation or home situation. In this frame, home situation is one in which all is in place, comfortable, peaceful, fulfilling etc. and the other situation is where all is in disarray, uncomfortable, diverse, painful insufficient, lacking etc. Seen thus, where there is absolute and perfect security it is the epitome of the home situation and a personage endowed with this ultimate security could be termed as the perfectly at home personage. Seen from this standpoint of this personage, all should appear as coherent, agreeable, loveable and blissful.
God as the haven of absolute protection and provision, is seen here as distanced from the human situation as` angu' (there). The human situation is a forsaken `ingu' (here) from where a desperate cry of ` Oh ! Lord, leave us not here ' – kai vidaat- ingu njangale could emanate. The fervent plea kaathu kolka not only does seek succor but vividly suggests the very means by which that may be achieved. It is by means of koLka ( by being received into God's being; by being gathered back into or contained by God's being). The knowledge that one is remaining within God's being is the state of the Garden of Eden and to be exiled from His being is to be cast in the desperate ingu (here) which is the misery and sin of the fall of man.
It is the state of being one with God that the poem addresses as ` your foot hold ' – nin padam. We may hear the same idea from The Guru in Chijjadacintanam :where the spiritual aspirant directly begs of God for his footing -`nin nila’ :